on anti-blackness this week

as i write this, tear are welling up behind my eyes. the sadness is SO heavy. i am listening to shoes by peter cottontale. i am so tired. my back is so tight. the grief is drowning.

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covid-19 sci-fi: they took their $1200 and left

my granddaddy told me it was better than he could have imagined. he said it was violent and hard, of course, but the process was much much better than he would have ever dreamed.

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self-mastery: enneagram

when i tested in 2020, i am a 2 with a 1 wing. details about the 2 are here on the enneagram institute website.

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a few mid-may pandemic noticings

you know that feeling when you’re watching a train wreck? when you really don’t want it to happen but you can’t look away? i feel like that’s what’s been happening the two couple of weeks and especially this past week. watching different states and also the trump administration stay committed to “reopening the economy” is just wild.

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covid-19 sci-fi: back to the land

it was exactly 4 years ago that trump’s adminstration fell to a coup. he had so incensed his base by botching the coronavirus pandemic that they overthrew him. it was actually kind of funny to watch.

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